Archive for February, 2007

God’s Whispers

Sunday, February 18th, 2007

Funny how God can call your heart back to your real purpose. Why do i say this? Just yesterday, I was so blessed by the Lord that He spoke to me in a way that I would have never thought of.

Lately, you could say that I’ve neglected my spiritual duties. He he! (sorry Kuya Ades) And instead of reading my Bible, and spending some quality time with the Father, my ears are glued to the latest tunes of McFly (my fave band—as of the moment), and my eyes explores their website and pictures, my hands busy typing messages in the McFly forum, and giving out reviews and feedbacks. You could clearly see those in my friendster profile and blog, which happens to be all McFly-inspired! But anyway, I am not here to campaign about this band (they have a website to do that). Instead, I am here to tell you how blessed i am.

Yesterday, a few minutes away from my History class, I was at Netopia doing some final research for our report in Entrep 35. However, because i’m a girl, i can multi-task. I was also checking out some music videos of McFly that i don’t have. I guess I’m starting to take a trip down memory lane with my craze for bands and such. I mean, these things happen in high school! I never thought I would be this obssessed since I THOUGHT I am mature enough in college not to be smitten by cute bands which will never know me at all! Anyway, since Netopia is the only place I could actually open YouTube, I took advantage of it by viewing lots of music videos by McFly. Never thought ONE video would make such an impact.

One of the videos is You’ve Got A Friend, a track they revived from James Taylor to serve as a fund-raising song together with All About You for Comic Relief.

Comic Relief is a charity organization that uses the entertainment industry to raise funds to have outreaches and stuff for poor countries. McFly and together with other actors and actresses serve as ambassadors to other countries. McFly currently came back from Uganda after two years and saw a newly constructed building (i think it was a hospital), which was put up because of their single All About You that earned about 500,000 pounds. To know more about comic relief and how YOU can help, visit www.comicrelief.com

Anyway, the video moved me like no other. I was starting to cry in the middle of the video, and i’m still teary-eyed. I actually had to stop the video halfway because I couldn’t take it anymore.

The video is so touching that you would have to be a stone if you don’t feel anything. It showcases children who lost their parents to AIDS, and who has AIDS—the catastrophic epidemic in Africa. And you can just see how these boys (band) were greatly moved when they were playing with the kids, and talking to them as they lie on their hospital beds (or even worse, death beds)….and what crunched up my heart was the scene where Danny, one member, had to hide to wipe away his tears. As far as i know, you don’t get to see genuine help already from bands and artists, they do it only for publicity. But this changed my mind. Comic Relief is a great organization, and it’s going to be BIG! Though I’m not from UK, I would really love to help out. It’s one way of reaching out to other people through this organization. And it also gave me this suddent urge to go on an outreach together with the church. I never tried, but now i really want to.

Just last night, I continued reading on the book i bought from MV Duolus, The Prayer of Jabez for Teens. This book has been lying on my dusty drawer, and last night, i read on. A lot of thoughts came into my mind that I would like to share to the rest of you who are reading.

One, in the prayer of Mr. Pain, as I would like to call Jabez, he asked God to bless him and expand his territories.Jabez called on the God of Israel, saying, ‘Oh that Thou would bless me indeed, and enlarge my coast [territory], and that Thine hand might be with me, and that Thou would keep me from evil, that it may not grieve me!’ And God granted him that which he requested."  1 Chron 4:10

Mr. Pain here would love to be blessed so he could bless others. Don’t we want that? It’s so ironic really. Because ones we have the things that we need, we don’t turn to God already and ask for blessings. God in His own capacity is capable of showering us with blessings but WE NEED to go to Him like a child would do to a Father, and ASK for blessings. While reading, I saw that we need to ask God for the blessings, and with His will, and "blessing", He would give it to us.

After viewing this video, I realized that I want to bless other people. It doesn’t have to be in Uganda but just to offer prayers for the people we know, love, and people we don’t even know of but are suffering. And even one way of blessing other people is sharing what you’ve gained when God spoke to you. That is why I was so excited to write this blog not because I want to show off but to be a blessing to you.

Two, Jabez didn’t have a whole book in the Bible that tells about his life like David, Noah, or Abraham. He didn’t even have one chapter. He only got a verse! But he is this really BIG inspiration to a lot of people. He definately is to me. It only shows that you don’t need to a big superstar, or popular to be a blessing to other people. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not saying that big charity foundations, big-name philanthropist cannot be blessed with the prayer of Jabez. It simply means that they should be motivated to do more to help without getting their head big, or shall I say, remaining "small" and humble.

Guys and gals, you don’t know how lucky we are to be here healthy and breathing. We have a family, a home, clothing, school, and believe it or not, money. Let’s take a moment to thank the Lord for the blessings received, and say a few words of prayer to help our suffering brothers and sisters, not only in Uganda but all over the world. We are not left alone because we have a God, and these suffering people are not alone too because they got us to help them in the smallest ways, and a BIg GOD to back them up. They got a friend. And we do too. I love you all and life is short, so don’t complain. Make the most out of it, and you’ll realize what great impact your actions are going to be.  DO what YOU CAN! Be Blessed so you could be a blessing to others.

**The video is in my media box. It’s the first video. or you could check it out in Youtube -click. Guys, I really encourage you to view this video to see what i mean. Or, you could view it in my Friendster Media Box. It’s the first video.**

Just My Luck! Read On!

Tuesday, February 13th, 2007

Oh wow! What a day it has been for me!

It opened with a good morning wake up call from my digital alarm clock, playing my favorite song =). a nice shower, and a very light bag (first time–my school bag use to be heavy on a tuesday). anyway, i was on my way to school when i saw a really cute guy sitting across me in a jeepney. Anyway, we didn’t talk except for: "palihug"—something you say when you want someone to pass the fare to the driver. Short and sweet! Just the way i like it! hahaha!

Anyway, when i got in school, i was shocked to see over 8 guys wearing pink barong with guitars, and bandurias. i was like: "huh?! are they going to play a song for me?!–woohoo!!" but no, heehe! they were for someone else. So anyway, i went straight to the Seminar Room 1 where me and other schoolmates are supposed to meet the ambassador of the United States of America (the reason why there were a string band in the entrance), Mrs. Kenney. Oh wow! What an honor!

I was pretty stiff on my seat while trying to formulate questions to ask in the open forum. I was kind of agitated because I never thought i would be talking to someone who has been given high and exceptional regard from other people, and not to mention, other countries. All of us were actually. You can see people tapping the table restlessly with their pens, checking how they look on the mirror from time to time, popping in breath mints, in deep thought, tilting on their executive chairs and stuff. –what a sight!

We all stood up when she went in. And oh my goodness! I didn’t know what to say. She is really pretty and fit. WOW! And she is not like any other government representative. She is so down-to-earth and cool. It’s like talking to a long time friend. She was amazing!

I even got to answer a question! heheh! of course, i was unconsciously thinking about McFly. But hey! because of that, i was able to ask a question! hahahahah!! (MORE POWER TO MCFLY, AND MAY THEY HELP ME IN MY UPCOMING FINANCE COMPETITION!!! haha!) Anyway, my question involves the UK foundation called Comic Relief. It’s a fund raising foundation that uses talents in the entertainment industry. That includes comedians, actors, and bands to act as "ambassadors". McFly is one of the many. They are even in Uganda right now helping the less fortunate! cool huh? and the official song of Comic Relief is sung by McFly entitled All About You.

I could see that Madame Ambassador wasn’t so familiar with Comic Relief. But she was able to relate it to the United States. and yes, entertainment is a medium to get in touch and strengthen that bond between the USA and the Philippines. coolies ei?! (thanks McFly) wahahaha!

The picture is still with my classmate since it was her camera. But nevertheless, i’ll just upload it when i get my copy.

Whoops! it’s dinner time for me so i have to go. I still have to pack my sister’s food unless i want her to go hungry! The day is still going well—It’s just my luck! =)

Bubblewrap

Sunday, February 11th, 2007

Jianglove I love bubblewrap. It is that plastic in any size imaginable with lots of bubble-like surface protecting a fragile object usually a vase or something that can…uuhhh…that’s fragile! ehe! it comes with the product and you get to pop it for free!! I love it when i do that. it is so much fun and highly addictive.

Anyway, I am not here to talk about the process of popping bubblewraps since i assume that you have tried it! it would be such a bore and such a short blog if i were to write how to pop bubblewraps since you just simply, pop it, and crumple it all up.

How many of you guys and gals reading got hurt because of someone in the opposite sex? I did. And with the trend of tear-jerky love songs, I’m sure a lot CAN relate to them. Don’t you wish bubblewrapping the heart can be a good idea? For all the helpless, and hopeless individuals this coming coming Valentines Day, or those who came out from a bad relationship, i think you’ll agree with me.

it’s not easy to fall in love since sooner or later, you know you’ll get hurt. One way or the other. It depends on the degree of hurt that determines if you stay together or you’re better off without each other. There is no perfect relationship may it be in love, in the family, or among friends.

But then the heart is so fragile, and sometimes stupid that no matter how we think that getting hurt the last time was already bad enough, the heart still sacrifices itself to be hurt again by loving some one AGAIN. Bummer. It is stupid, gullible and stubborn. or is it the person who is stupid, gullible and stubborn? poor heart, blaming it all to the heart ei when it is US who have the problem.

Love may be the perfect thing to give someone but it has to be the RIGHT someone for it to take effect (i’m talking about falling head over heels with someone in the opposite sex–we still love the unlovables. that’s God’s command. I don’t question that).

What I am trying to say is, love comes in the right time, with the right person. It’s not right to hurry just because everyone is. Life may be short but things such as love, and the man or woman you are going to spend the rest of your life with take time…a lot of it. Alongside with that, it requires the right heart and the right mind and motive. It doesn’t mean it’s going to be a perfect relationship as what we hope for. Nothing will ever be perfect in this world (that’s why there is God),  but you’ll just realize that facing the problems and hardships TOGETHER would make things better, and work things out.

How do you know if the person next to you is the one you’re going to spend the rest of your life with? Is he or she you’re friend? Is he or she from your school? A neighbor? A common friend? A rock star?—–i don’t really know….you’ll just KNOW when it’s time.

Hold on tight guys and gals. Enjoy life and be blessed for the rest of your life because you were patient enough to WAIT.

Spending the VDay alone? who cares? it’s just like any other day. Live it like you intend to live for the rest of your life (i hope it’s good though).

"I wish I could bubblewrap my heart, in case i fall and break apart" –from Bubblewrap by McFly. (yes, i know…again)

—-smile people! =) love loTz!

Not Alone

Friday, February 9th, 2007

Life is getting harder day by day
Aind i don’t know what to do or what to say
And my mind is growing weak every step i take
Its uncontrolable now they think i’m fake yeah

Coz i’m not alone
I’m not alone
I’m not alone

I get on the train on my own
And my tired radio keeps playin tired songs
And i know that there’s not long to go
Coz all i wanna do is just go home

People rip me for the clothes i wear
Every day just seems to be the same
They just swear
They just don’t care

Song: Not Alone by McFly

2309257445 If my life had a theme song, it would be this one. Not because it’s sang by my favorite band but simply because, it is like my life.

For the past week, I’ve had this song playing in my head or loudly into my ear (like now) 24/7. I never got it off my system since then. Owell! I don’t mind at all since i am able to relate to it from the first chord strung on the guitar to the last beat of the drum.

A month ago, hhmmm….no, a few weeks ago, i got into an argument or shall i say a tiny quarrel with a friend of mine of roughly 3 years. Because of the crazy things we did, we ended up not talking to each other, and probably hurting each other (well, i sure am.) I want to still continue the friendship but this have turned cold. I told myself that I won’t force it on him if he doesn’t want to. As i was listening to this song, this painful memory came back to life as if it had happened on that specific night. I just realized that the memory was so fresh that the wound didn’t even start to heal yet. I didn’t know it would end this way. At least i didn’t think it would turn out sour. I spent my days in school doing a lot of things, hiding the pain away through my smiles and laughters. Who am i kidding?! one single song brought back all the ouches and the tears.

I felt alone and i realized what a mess i am. I feel going on my life alone. and all i want to do is just get on with everything in a split second, but realizing that time seems to have slowed down…Every second bleeds my heart and stains my life, every moment is pure torture and sadness, everyday is same as yesterday. My life fell apart because i got nothing and made someone miserable. I’m just looking up to nothingness, thinking of all the things it CANNOT give. "What a loser." i thought to myself. Am i this terrible?!  Am i this sensitive and fragile? Can ONE person bring my whole world down?—-Yes, he can and he did. Yes, i am terrible. Yes, i am super-sensitive. And all these are bringing me down and i cry every night to sleep since then.

However, I’m thankful of that moment for it made me realize i got more friends when i thought i didn’t. I got a wonderful family with sisters and a mom who love me like crazy, and a God who has never left my side when i though He had already deserted me….come to think of it, I’m not alone.

Though this is the only song that summarizes how i feel, through everything that has happened, it came to me that there are other songs that could bring me up and could make me feel special. I feel left out, but i realized that it’s ME WHO WANTS TO BE DESERTED and that people around me NEVER deserted me.

I am coping up and getting my life back on track. When Danny Jones wrote this song, he wasn’t kidding when he said that life is getting harder day by day. It is, but the beauty of this song is that, when the time comes when the statement hits you hard, you realize that you are not alone. And when you get on the train on your own, you are actually going home to a place where it is filled with people who loves and cares for you.

While listening to the song, it dawned on my mind that some people will hate you, yet some will love you. It’s like a correlation or something. and one doesn’t have to bother themselves with people "they are not in good terms with" but improving their relationships with people who don’t just desert them.

One person brought me down, but a lot of people are lifting me up. I didn’t lose anything. I gained something.

"DON’T STOP ME NOW. I’M HAVING SUCH A GOOD TIME! I’M HAVING A BALL!" [Don't Stop Me Now by McFly (original song by Queen)]— I still have other songs to listen to… It’s gonna be a music-filled life..and i am loving every moment of it!

All About You

Thursday, February 1st, 2007

I guess when i said that college is better than high school in my previous blog entry, i realized that there are a lot of great memories in high school! heheheh! and things that can only happen in high school… well, usually. =)

It’s only in high school when you can see practically every girl in your classroom going totally nuts over a boyband, rock band, punk band, or actors. hehe! and the girls get pretty delusioned about the people they hail as their music king! or shall i say… "the love of their liVESe"—oh come on! that’s sick! haha! ok maybe not coz i was part of them too! hehhe! my HS buddy and i used to write a lot of stories inspired by our idols. hehe!

also in high school, love teams were such a fuss! i really don’t see the point why i need to be paired up with some guy i don’t even like!!! (yes, dear reader, i have been paired up with someone i really don’t like and someone i don’t have the intention to like) There are love teams in college though (no names please) but it was so different from high school. in high school, it was so kilig. but in college, kilig seems to cover a bigger ground because they actually end up together! or…they actually look good together, and to top that all off, they LIKE to be together. hahah! i’m not trying to run by someone but those are what i observed!

what else was in high school? there are so many, cutting classes, copying of homeworks, last-minute syndrome… oh wait! you still see those in college. hehehehe!

anyway, getting to the point of this blog, i wrote this coz im starting to behave like a high school gurly again! im hooked to a new band that i really can’t stop thinking about. trust me guys, i resigned from being a fanatic when i graduated from high school. of course, im not that dense not to like any other band after that… still had my favorites like blink 182, bond, maksim ( a little more mature this time ). i like them but i don’t go crazy over them like i would be when i was in high school! hahahah!

so anyway! heheh here goes:

Got to know McFly (the name of the band–which is the main point of the story! ehhehe!) in the movie "Just My Luck" with Lindsay Lohan. hehe! their role was an english band, self-titled (which means it was still McFly), and their manager was Chris Pine (char char ni Lindsay! haha). anyway, the story is quite long but it talks about luck getting switched between Miss Lucky (Lindsay), and Mr. Unlucky (Chris). there were performances of McFly throughout the movie. That was when it hit me: "The brown-haired guitarist with stunning blue eyes is so cute!!! too bad they weren’t a real band." that was when i was wrong. for the next few days i found myself humming to their tunes and i realized that i really like the band. so, i sat down in front of this white monitor and started searching for McFly. shocked me big time when i knew they were A REAL BAND! and yes, they have several albums! and of course, their number one in europe!

that was when i hysterically told my Mouse Potato (LOkI) to look for albums! and yes! they are incredible! (calm down wends…easy)

that’s when i wanted to go down "memory lane" (that’s one of their songs), and just recalled how i was when i was a big fanatic of all those bands in High School. To know more about the band, check out: www.mcflyofficial.com  -you’ll love them! to get a glimpse at what they sound like. try imagining The Beatles and Blink 182 merging (according to Chris Pine in the movie–he played as the band’s manager) with a little dash of Queen (according to me heheh and yes…May God bless the soul of Freddie Mercury). well, if you don’t like beatles or blink or queen…then get out of here! i don’t need you wasting time reading this blog!!!!!!

…wait come back! you’ll love them anyway! heheheh =) describe them in whatever way you like! bottom line: they’re great! i wouldn’t be writing a blog if they were THIS GREAT! hehe! i never wrote a blog bout my other fave artists and bands right?

Here are some pics!

1092248103ilovepop_2 this is them okay…. that’s harry the drummer, tom lead vocals and guitars, dougie the bassist, and the cutest guy in black and yellow print is danny! he is also vocals and guitars.

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this is danny jones..my favorite McFlyer! one of the best pictures taken…EVER!(drool off the keyboard please) ;) it’s all about danny! hhehehe!

_003 This is them again while shooting their video "That Girl" cute smile by danny of course! do you know he is gifted with straight teeth? what more can you ask from a guy???!!

well, i just have to make sure you’ll visit their site. so, for more pictures log in to their official website: www.mcflyofficial.com

toodles! happy listening!!! i know i am!

—-All About You is my fave song of McFly. very nice!